Last night, F has told me the PM i am talking about is so much like a HR job. That actually hurts me because i am stocking in the job hunting. It is hard to find a job would able allow me going home on time to pick up the baby. And the job won't be too stressful that i would have to no strength to make the dinner and clean the house after work.
Where is the perfect job???
Yes, i know i can do more and better at working. However, i am a mother now. My husband is not the first priority to pick up the baby and cook the dinner and clean the house. Then, i am the one!
Don't tell me the job is too easy for me but i have to balance my work and the family.
Maybe i can find a better job if my family tells me i don't need to pick up the baby on time and keep the house cleen. Moreover, the baby and the husband always can find somthing to eat on the table or the refrig.
Another point F mentioned last night....if we like to change to a better house, we would need from my job payment.
So....what is the point? i need to find a job to pay the load and raise the kid eventually.
I just know F never mean to it...." you can stay home taking care of the baby".
SIGH~
