At those no working days, people all would say "you are so happy!". Till today, there are only two things in my mind- Divorce or Suicide. Thinking of what h-baby would feel like for any of my decision. The pressure is huge that i cannot help crying sometimes alone.
Facing myslef alone whole day. Then, F not give me any good smile to me but complainting no dinner or no cleaning to his standard. Or...keeping on calling "watch your baby". I have to say F prefer to wach TV rather than watching his baby. Since i don't work i feel much more pressure. Anything related to the house or the baby , it is all my works...if it is not as F like, F just give an angry face and that hurts me. Is not people say the family should be warm and love caring? Actually , it is even much better staying outside.
Even you clean the house or cook the dinner , F never happy but always have something to say. Nothing positive! No encourage but complainting.
